So, I haven’t really been able to sleep much lately. With all these natural disasters happening around the world, it’s really hard for me to carry on as if oblivious from it all. A few of my co-workers and friends do have the ability to carry on without worry and boy how I envy them for it. Not only would I get more sleep, but I wouldn’t have this pain in my side from time to time. It’s not an ulcer (I don’t think), it’s more of a worrying myself sick type of feeling. Sure, I know worrying does not do my body good, but it’s who I am; it’s in my DNA to worry.
All that’s going on in Japan, it’s got me looking like “Nacho Libre Homer Simpson”.
As for what I worry about, it should be obvious; however, if it’s not, I’ll tell you: I worry about a natural disaster happening here, close enough for me and my family to be affected by it. By the way, for those who might be curious, I do believe in God. Sure, I’ve heard people say if my faith were stronger I wouldn’t worry. Well, my thing is, I love me some life and so much so, I’m not ready for my life to be over – even if his holiness is calling me for supper. I’d rather eat later. I can almost see it now, I’d be like:
“Come on Lord; just let me play a little bit longer, please? I promise I won’t ask again.”
It’s stupid, but it is my reality.
1 comments:
Dude, if you believe in God like I do you have no need to worry. Whatever is going to happen is going to happen. Your worrying is not going to change it-it will just waste your time.
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